Feelings ?

After I had that dream
I feel to be abstract, I don't know what I feel?
also be a strange feeling when we talk
suddenly my heart was beating fast
could this be love?
but you're also never told me if you love me
sorry I was stupid
sorry just realizing now
sorry to make you confused, I'm also confused about this
but I want you to say it (again but) directly exactly what is in my dreams
I don't want to regret it used
please ...

These feelings just like the Tohoshinki song

Tohoshinki - Taxi
Everytime you loosen our entwined hands,
I tried to hold onto the warmth,
Everytime I think I’ll be able to meet you,
My heart dyes with a beautiful shade.
Even the common things turn into memories when we’re together
Even your voice, even those fragile shoulders,
Even your eyes are not mine,
No matter how much I am by your side,
My feelings won’t come true unless I destroy your future,
One moment’s dream; I love you to the extent that it hurts,
But tonight is ending
I walk the shimmering streets,
Trying to cover the times we can’t meet,
Your playful smile, after our hands had met for the first time,
Keeps reviving in my memories
I want to embrace you; I want to embrace you tightly,
Yet you are not mine; my broken heart,
I want to embrace you but I cannot,
I want you to the degree that it’s overflowing, that it’s melting,
Without even being able to stop the taxi and make a promise
You wave your hands
*sumpah laguna keren abis n nyeredet hate...

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